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Changes
Nothing changes
The world keeps spinning – in circles
I’ve dreamed of a better life
the one without you
A better place to live without you

But my heart keeps messing with my head
It says let’s go while the other says I can’t
It’s making me go insane
Oh, how can I live my life in vain

Everything changes
My world keeps spinning – in circles
I believed in a better day
the one without any rain
A better year, is all I ask

But my heart keeps messing with my head
It says let’s go while the other says I can’t
It’s making me go insane
Oh, how can I live my life in vain

It’s complicated, overrated, messed-up
Letting go, falling to pieces, shattered to the ground

It’s making me go insane
Oh, how can I live my life in vain

I am changed
in a better me
I am changed
finally free…

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Breakdown
Breakdown, meltdown
Going ’round in circles
I fall, I crawl
It’s time for you to notice
Meltdown, breakdown
It’s going no where
I kick, I fight
Have you seen my side?

Grab my arm, spin me ’round
but you never put me on the ground
For once there was a time
I let you take the best of me
The trust I had, my vulnerability
You took the chance and place the knife
I screamed to you this is my life

Breakdown, meltdown
Going round in circles
I fall, I crawl
It’s time for you to notice
Meltdown, breakdown
It’s going no where
I kick, I fight
Have you seen my side?

The words’ve been haunting me
Filling my nights with endless tears
Please, time come, and set me free
I need to get rid of my demons fears
Make it stop, I’m begging you
Tell me what I have to do…
This is my life, this is my life

No more, heartbreak
No more, mind control
It’s time, for all that is done
No more, no, not anymore
This is my life and this is my song

Breakdown, meltdown
Going round in circles
I fall, I crawl
It’s time for you to notice
Meltdown, breakdown
It’s going no where
I kick, I fight
Have you seen my side?

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It’s over…
A new place but I still see your face
I don’t know if I belong here
A new day has come and go
As the night fades in and the storm rages on
I don’t know where I belong

The story goes on but the chapter’s already done
I still hold the pen to write it all over again

But it doesn’t matter where I am
‘Cause you follow every step on the way
I thought you and I might let go
but I guess that’s always been a no
As the day passes by
You will always try to find me

A new bed in a new town
A lock in my heart, on my door
to keep you away from me
what am I doing this for
The darkness rises and it’s killing me
I don’t belong in this town
a place where I can’t be free

The story goes on but the chapter’s already done
I still hold the pen to write it all over again

But it doesn’t matter where I am
‘Cause you follow every step on the way
I thought you and I might let go
but I guess that’s always been a no
As the day passes by
You will always try to find me

The story goes on
But it’s time to move on
As your face turns into a shadow
slowly facing the ground
it’s finally over, it’s over
and you won’t be stopping me now

The story goes on but the chapter’s already done
I still hold the pen to write it all over again
The story goes on but the chapter’s already done
I still hold the pen to write it all over again

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These chains
These chains might tight me up,
but they´ll never  hold me down.
They might strangle me,
but the fight will never stop.

One day I´ll break free,
and you´ll see my face.
You wish you were me
and could trading place.

These chains might be tight,
but they´ll never hold.
They might hurt me,
but I never surrender.

One day I walk out of here,
and I keep my head up.
Never let my life settle down for fear,
Never let the bad influence catches me.

Because these chains,
these chains,
are made of words.

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Run away 
If I would run away,
would you follow me?
Over the meadow field,
just you and me, hand in hand.

If I would run away,
would you stop me?
Slowing my steps,
until we walked together.

If I run away,
I want you to come .
Because when I run,
freedom is waiting ahead,
happiness on its way,
a new start about to begin.
Because when I run,
I am starting a new life
a new life with you.

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Glass
Another minute’s passing by
Another glass is filled
The party is long over
everyone knows, except for me

I should be stronger
try to ignore what they say
why should I even bother
try to catch the words
they have thrown away

Another day  followed the night
Another light after the dark
The room is filled with glass
I try not to hurt myself

I shouldn’t listen
‘Cause it’s done me no good
I shouldn’t care
I know I am misunderstood

Why should I even bother
Try to get what they mean
When they tell me I don´t deserve
any of it here…

For them another minute´s passing by
But what if my clock already stopped?
No more minutes passing by?
Would there be laughter or would you cry?
Would you tell the world how great I was,
even though you were throwing that glass?

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9/11
“Honey, going to work.”
Was the last thing he said to me,
Not a hug, a kiss, or a proper goodbye.
We have loved each other, don’t get me wrong,
but the love was slowly disappearing, by now we just got along.

Now I wished I could turn it all back.
I wished I said goodbye.
I wished I shared my laughter and my cry.
I wished I could still hold him tight.
Because now my days are full of darkness
and the loneliness I feel in the night,
can never change what I saw and how I felt
the moment he slipped away from me.

The planes, the fire, the terror
it all happened so fast,
The fear, the anger, the tears
before my eyes the building collapsed.
The man that I used to love within.
The man that I used to love.
I wished I said goodbye,
the I love you and the hold me tight.
If I would’ve known it I would love him more.
If I would’ve known it all before.

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From caterpillar to butterfly
Something can be so fragile, so small
a whole world built around you.
It is dangerous, they say,
if you don’t have wings you’ll fall
and there is nothing you can do.
But I say, have a little faith my dear,
your wings will be there, show them no fear.

Slowly you take a look at the world you see
and discover who you want to be.
Just believe in yourself and your strength,
you’re so much more than you think.
You might be little, you are just a kid
but one day you’ll find what you are looking for.

The world can be dangerous they know
but if you don’t let go
you’ll never learn how to fly.

Something can be so fragile, so small
the world keeps spinning no matter what.
But you should love it, they say.
Now is your time, it is your call
and there is one thing you can do.
Live your life to the fullest and fly,
fly far above, higher than the sky.
It is time to show your wings
and find out what life brings…

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My dream
As I am sitting here,
I wonder where I could go.
Where will my dream lead me to?
Which adventures will befall me?

Nothing can prepare you,
for the things you want to do.
Nothing seems to be less terrifying,
when you have nothing to lose.
Why not take the chance?

Take the plane and leave,
for the dream you want to achieve.
Don’t hold back on yourself.

Don’t hold yourself back,
for the dream you want to achieve.
Take the plane and leave.

Why not take the chance,
when you have nothing to lose?
Nothing seems to be less terrifying,
for the things you want to do
nothing can prepare you.

Which adventures will befall me?
Where will my dream lead me to?
I wonder where I could go,
as I am sitting here.

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Pinky promise
Promise you’ll always be there.
Promise you’ll always care.
Sometimes there can be storms,
and things can go wrong.
But you have to promise to stay strong.
Sometimes there is a rainbow,
only you wanted the sun.
But you have to know beauty comes all along.

Promise me that you find beauty.
Promise me that you find happiness.
But above all that I promise, I pinky promise:
no matter how tough life can be,
when there´s no light to see,
when you can´t find your place,
I´m there for you,
I´m there to fight through life,
to be your candle in the darkness,
I´m here, right in your heart.

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The survivor
These eyes have seen too much
Surrounded by violence and hatred
Haven’t seen the light of day
Where hope gets lost in its way

Dreams are fading, reality hits
like a gun pointing towards its goal
Where is the end when war has just begun
when the darkness rises instead of the sun

These eyes have seen it all
the blood, the fights, the victims of war
How did we let it come this far
What has become of the world we’re living in

Fighting for your rights, for your life
but they took it away
Blood, tears, darkness, and fear
It’s all you’ve been through

Then, a little voice whispers in my ear
Where was fighting, there will be peace
Where once were victims of war
will now be survivors of the fight

Even though my eyes are closed
Even when the images slowly fade away
Even when I am long gone
The survivor fades but the story lives on

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